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Hate being addicted… rant https://ift.tt/36FLF59

At this point I’m so disgusted by my Juul. Not because I don’t enjoy vaping (I actually love it lol guess that’s the addiction talking) but because I’m realizing how miserable it is making my life. I started vaping around 2 years ago with a handheld device and switched to a Juul earlier this year. For the longest time I was able to convince myself vaping didn’t make a difference but I’m realizing it has heavily contributed to my general unhappiness. I hate the panic I feel if I accidentally leave my house without it, I hate that I can’t enjoy any activity unless it’s glued to my hand, I hate the health anxiety that comes with it (acid reflux, stomach issues, and chest irritation that makes my already severe health anxiety 20x worse), I hate that I start feeling withdrawal symptoms if I don’t hit it for a few hours, and I absolutely hate knowing that I am addicted but refuse to quit even though it’s better for me all around. I hate hate hate that I have become SO addicted and reliant to something that started so innocent and it’s my own fault. It has a snowball effect to every other aspect of my life and the addiction makes it so easy to slack in other areas of my life with that same “oh well” attitude. I miss being free. Writing this has even helped put it into perspective. Vaping is not serving me in any beneficial way.

I plan to quit on Friday. Rant over haha

Wish me luck!

At this point I’m so disgusted by my Juul. Not because I don’t enjoy vaping (I actually love it lol guess that’s the addiction talking) but because I’m realizing how miserable it is making my life. I started vaping around 2 years ago with a handheld device and switched to a Juul earlier this year. For the longest time I was able to convince myself vaping didn’t make a difference but I’m realizing it has heavily contributed to my general unhappiness. I hate the panic I feel if I accidentally leave my house without it, I hate that I can’t enjoy any activity unless it’s glued to my hand, I hate the health anxiety that comes with it (acid reflux, stomach issues, and chest irritation that makes my already severe health anxiety 20x worse), I hate that I start feeling withdrawal symptoms if I don’t hit it for a few hours, and I absolutely hate knowing that I am addicted but refuse to quit even though it’s better for me all around. I hate hate hate that I have become SO addicted and reliant to something that started so innocent and it’s my own fault. It has a snowball effect to every other aspect of my life and the addiction makes it so easy to slack in other areas of my life with that same “oh well” attitude. I miss being free. Writing this has even helped put it into perspective. Vaping is not serving me in any beneficial way.I plan to quit on Friday. Rant over hahaWish me luck!

Submitted February 04, 2021 at 09:28AM by Vintagedhoney
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