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Here goes nothing! The post I’m afraid af to publish and have had saved in my drafts for a week now. https://ift.tt/2P2Twnk

Please, if you don’t give a flying fuck about someone’s personal life and issues do not feel the need to read anything you see below this paragraph.

Just respond to this: With a very tight budget, which box mod/Tank/RDA/RTA/Juice/NicSalt/Pod Device should I get? I need something that’s not going to break down on me because I cannot afford it. I still have about half of a 120mL watermelon 6mg juice that I legit have no use for right now. Also a tiny amount of Nic Salt from awhile back. And I want something that’s going to be as budget friendly as possible to maintain, like having to get new juice or nic salt, or pods, or wire, etc. I just want a set up that is cheap to maintain but isn’t a total piece of shit.

Ok, before you read (if you do) First off, I understand vaping isn’t a top priority for me right now, but vaping and nicotine help my anxiety and depression more than anything on this planet. Legit, I would go NOWHERE without my vape… but nevertheless it’s one of many things that I need to get a grip on as I begin to work my way out of this big ass hole I’ve dug for myself. Also I want to apologize for including such personal info about myself that is completely unrelated to vaping, but it has everything to do with why I don’t have a vape and need suggestions and ideas as I’ve really not been been able to come up with anything that I feel would be best for me, in my current life situation.

I have a mental illness, it’s bipolar. To make a super long story kinda short my doctor got ill and was out of the office for two months, for the first month I didn’t have my doctor to check in with weekly as I used to so I went to a different doctor that was covering him. Idk what the fuck she did but the meds I was given I had never heard of. Not sure if it’s the reason for the manic episode but it has to play a part.

So somewhere in between all this, I went into a manic episode and for some reason decided to leave my perfectly functioning box mod on the street for somebody to take as a donation because I thought I was told to do this from God, I know… insanity right? It got much worse than that, I started thinking I was God, it was really honestly the worse episode I’ve ever been through. This shit fucked up my entire life, the vaping aspect of it really doesn’t have a big impact on hindsight as I also got arrested, evicted from my apartment, and charged with trespassing. (I went into a bar I was banned from) another fucking thing that happened once at a bar but this was a completely different manic episode.

I’m back on my meds and I’m completely normal again. But I have a very very strict tight budget. I’m working on finding new housing and what my options are etc so with some luck and prayer hopefully I’ll land back on my feet soon.

Please, if you don’t give a flying fuck about someone’s personal life and issues do not feel the need to read anything you see below this paragraph.Just respond to this: With a very tight budget, which box mod/Tank/RDA/RTA/Juice/NicSalt/Pod Device should I get? I need something that’s not going to break down on me because I cannot afford it. I still have about half of a 120mL watermelon 6mg juice that I legit have no use for right now. Also a tiny amount of Nic Salt from awhile back. And I want something that’s going to be as budget friendly as possible to maintain, like having to get new juice or nic salt, or pods, or wire, etc. I just want a set up that is cheap to maintain but isn’t a total piece of shit.Ok, before you read (if you do) First off, I understand vaping isn’t a top priority for me right now, but vaping and nicotine help my anxiety and depression more than anything on this planet. Legit, I would go NOWHERE without my vape… but nevertheless it’s one of many things that I need to get a grip on as I begin to work my way out of this big ass hole I’ve dug for myself. Also I want to apologize for including such personal info about myself that is completely unrelated to vaping, but it has everything to do with why I don’t have a vape and need suggestions and ideas as I’ve really not been been able to come up with anything that I feel would be best for me, in my current life situation.I have a mental illness, it’s bipolar. To make a super long story kinda short my doctor got ill and was out of the office for two months, for the first month I didn’t have my doctor to check in with weekly as I used to so I went to a different doctor that was covering him. Idk what the fuck she did but the meds I was given I had never heard of. Not sure if it’s the reason for the manic episode but it has to play a part.So somewhere in between all this, I went into a manic episode and for some reason decided to leave my perfectly functioning box mod on the street for somebody to take as a donation because I thought I was told to do this from God, I know… insanity right? It got much worse than that, I started thinking I was God, it was really honestly the worse episode I’ve ever been through. This shit fucked up my entire life, the vaping aspect of it really doesn’t have a big impact on hindsight as I also got arrested, evicted from my apartment, and charged with trespassing. (I went into a bar I was banned from) another fucking thing that happened once at a bar but this was a completely different manic episode.I’m back on my meds and I’m completely normal again. But I have a very very strict tight budget. I’m working on finding new housing and what my options are etc so with some luck and prayer hopefully I’ll land back on my feet soon.

Submitted February 23, 2021 at 03:23AM by N_Mouwi
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